Introspection is no easy excercise, and
it’s difficult finding words to describe the long path
that brought life to this work. What direction had my thoughts
taken? Where was my creativity driving me throughout the slow
and uncertain process of this book taking shape, like a newborn
stream, from the very resistances and warnings of both friends
(though supportive, sometimes they were skeptical) and of
enemies (chasing me day and night). I shall never forget lights
and smells of each shot: the flash popping among metallic
dim neons, the pungent odour of acids and tints, my friends’
sweaters adrenaline soaked for the excitement of capturing
beauty…It wasn’t easy.
This book like a stream is shaped by the
stones of unexpected obstacles, by u-turns, sudden rushes,
feverish research, never ending nights of work. Diaphragm
open, diaphragm closed…
I have done it for hundreds of times, bombarding trains, tunnels,
human bodies in motion, capturing… fading… incriminating
my subject on the spot, and then immediately forgiving.
I have been searching for undisputable certainties among the
darkest corners of our cities, and found that those corners
are not dark at all: they are simply less illuminated. Certain
shots are more special to me: they are a mirror of the flow
of my life and, like milestones, give me a good chance to
tidy up things and try to make sense of the last fifteen years
which I have spent capturing images of people and trains.
One thing is sure: I believed in my work.
Catching the action, I made it mine.
Mine forever, lucid eternal conscience adding colour to the
darkness of my nights.
And now, holding this book in my hands, with my backpack full
of images and stories.
I recognize that old instinct of mine that kept me afloat
beyond the outsiders’ line.
People usually walk above tunnels and rarely venture into
the cool breezy caverns that lie stretched underneath our
homes. But there is an instinct, a need for resistance against
the monochrome of the distant metropolis, a sometimes cruel,
non accepting society. I wanted to be part of this resistance,
as I have resisted previous attempts to dissuade me from the
future I had chosen for myself. I have resisted with the two
weapons I know: my camera, and my never ending drive to capture
hidden, underground realities, places of possible unmeasurable
intrest.
Places where your hopes and dreams find a name, and where
colour emerges from the dark. Slowly turning these pages,
I feel I might have found that colour. |